I keep trying to handle this but I think the point is that no one could handle this.  I’m tired, I haven’t studied in days, even though I keep showing up to class, I’m driving at least three hours a day, I can’t make a decision which is kind of a big decision, because I literally do not have time or energy to think about it, and I keep feeling like I’m pestering the people here who are supposed to help me make this big decision.  

And that guy I was trying to avoid being grouped with by asking someone else immediately to be my partner - he asked if he could join us anyhow.  Why are you so annoying and creepy, dude?!  I seriously do not want to do a presentation on machinima.  Fuck.

I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing right now.  But I have class in 45 minutes, so I should probably get out the book and at least stare at it for a while.